My Dream Never Came True.. Will It Happen This Time? =) IMY

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

I'm Totally Lost..

This few days.. still work, as usual.. but yesterday.. or i should start it from sunday.. yea.. i get to know a person.. and helping them to solve their family problem.. trying best to stop quarrel, everything and in the end.. what happen is that this very person, Theresa ended up cannot go home.. and happened to live in my house for the morning to sleep.. mum ask, keep question me..-.-' nvm forget it.. and alot of things happened so on and so for that i don't want to say..

Today.. boss super angry.. i donno how to apologise to him so i use speed to seek for his forgiveness maybe? haha.. we clear within half an hour.. woot~ super eh? and joke with boss.. and found out a shocking news from boss.. sorry boss, i didn't know u are going through this.. so i hope u will be fine=)

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This is the very first time i have this feeling.. unable to feel anything at that few second.. i'm totally soften to cotton.. How i wish it could stop there.. time don't travel everything don't move and let me stay in the time..

I Love my bed.. Usually don't sleep there but now i love it.. but its fading=/ almost gone le..

Thinking of her none stop.. but its just a dream.. wake up.. i just been dreaming for 2 days.. its time for me to wake up and work~ work~ work!!! haha xD well.. i never know you..

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Friday, June 5, 2009

Awww I NEED TO RANT!

Today.. Fucking suay.. Missed 81 then wait for 45mins-.-' nvm.. then reached there knowing rain and baby both didn't come.. baby go bai bai.. rain not feeling well.. wah lao..-.-' forget it.. what comes worse is that BILLY !!! NA BEI! since morning he come.. only know how to use mouth.. EVERYTHING HE THINK MOUTH TALK CAN LIAO! knn... only know how to say and NEVER did a SINGLE shit-.-' Me Loong and Ben fucking tired doing..-.-' 6palete.. 3 person.. we GOD lo... after that went down to 85 work... VERY PISSED! i called up Terrence to ask him about work.. and told him the whole process we did today.. but i just want to let him know HOW unhappy I AM! billy uncle told loong he not feeling well.. THEN WHY NOT GO HOME? EARLY IN THE MORNING GO HOME REST LA! use common sense la... you come work place to sleep? and STILL FUCKING ASK US TO TELL YOU WHEN BOSS COME? THAT'S FUCKING IRRATING!!! IT IRRATED ME TO THE MAX! you had totally lose my respect for you Billy.. No point adding a "uncle" behind you, you don't deserve that =) I'm glad this coming week's show we aren't at the same place eh? I'M SUPER GLAD! i don't mind telling at your face! don't come tell me ur what FUCKING EXPERIENCED! LIM BEI ALSO EXPERIENCED IN DOING SHOW! I work for how many years liao~ Its all about using ur common sense on doing the work and just remember those furintures that's all~ nothing difficult eh? don't fucking talk like u fucking pro when u did NOTHING MUCH infront of us.. WHAT I SEE ON YOU? JUST A PIECE OF SHIT!

Well, feel much better now=P writing so much about him LOL... went 85 work and woot! busy like hell... lady boss brought my food.. since 9pm.. but busy until 12plus.. no time eat le or else no last bus.. went home, DOTA! one round with Alvin and win.. I got 1 Death only=P and ending, i kill all 4(1 leave when we owning=P) then all leave... well its time for bed, its now 4am.. need to wake up at 6plus and give ting morning call~

The Phrase I Told Myself To Do: Do NOT treat others back on how they treated you..=)
You know Me know But no everyone knows.. BUT! there is someone with great name GOD =) he knows, He will deal with it... God bless=)

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Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Fuck You And Wake Up From This Bro!

i just got to know a freaking bad news recently from my mum on the day.. that day when i went to club and back home morning 12noon plus..(went club then went to my undecent friend's host to "shake") My brother spend 1.5k.. and left around 90dollar in his bank..-.-'' hmm. that was like 3 weeks ago.. well.. 2 days ago.. i was fucking tired after 85 job.. went home.. watch tv while waiting for my brother to finish "1" round of dota but he ended up playing 4 round(3hours then) at this timing.. 3am plus.. i wake up due to donno what and over heard his conversation this girl(confirm plus chop is girl.. enclose room, he got this sick thinking of closing door when playing dota-.-') so i consider evadropping? i don't give a Fucking care if i do.. he said all those Fucking mushy word that i would never thought of my decent brother will ever said that.. he changed 180 degrees.. and i also heard that gonna meet her on monday after this work.. well, yesterday, morning b4 i went work..(didn't sleep for the night) i call my mum that if bro say he never go work or whateva just give me a call.. yup its happening.. and he asked 100 from my mum.. WtF? he don't understand will he? our family still under debt! due to the moving of house..-.-' so i told my mum the 100 take from me.. and during night time when i home playing Dota and relax.. he reached home from work and 1st question he ask is: "Mother got pass u some money to give me anot?" then i denied saying : " no? when i reached home and shes preparing to go work liao lo... try call her and ask la.." his reaction totally changed! like very piss with mum and giving the black face-.-'

God.. where is my old decent guai guai kor went to? fuck this hell man-.-' The moment i took money and pass to him.. HE TOTALLY CHANGED AGAIN! quickly rush to take a shower and wax his hair(usually he DON'T) and prepare to go out.. wear things i brought with my money.. nvm.. then i ask him where u going? he said i go out do something.. DO WHAT FUCK? Find that girl(name Apple) -.-'' i couldn't sleep... i wait for him to come home.. and morning then he reached home and off to work again..

I'm over stressed with him.. when morningg 7plus.. i wear this yellow shirt.. preparing everything and ready to go for my own work(if i go = 48hours never sleep) but i fall onto the ground somehow in my room..-.-' and i abit giddy and fall asleep on the floor.. mum reached home and put me on bed.. wake up at 9am-.-' got sleep like never.. go i took a pill(illgel pill for under 21) and bed again.. 3plus wake up.. saw the miss call from boss.. sure get scolding tml.. nvm.. no mood also..

I donno what religion i am.. i am Christian but wearing this budda thing? so i give myself this religion ba.. i believe in being a good person, do whateva that can give a smile to others.. and the most important.. being MYSELF, dislike me being noisy sometimes? You the hell shut up=) If u happened to read this, Ask urself who the one started the ball, and ended up cannot tahan people talk back and use other way of doing, what a Loser, you think you big size i scared? just the same old word i always use, Try it, i don't scared of anything but just losing people i really care.. Well stop here le..

Do bless my brother..=) Give him protection please.. I willing to do Anything just that u can keep him safe from this Girl.. I have no right to scold her ba.. i also haven get the correct picture of whole thing so i can't really say much.. Sorry Apple that i bad mouth you the moment i evadrop what you all talking..

i hope, i wish, i pray.. that i can have this capability to take you away from where you are now.. but i can't.. after my NS, please do wait for me.. I'm serious about what i said.. I Love You =)

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