Fuck You And Wake Up From This Bro!i just got to know a freaking bad news recently from my mum on the day.. that day when i went to club and back home morning 12noon plus..(went club then went to my undecent friend's host to "shake") My brother spend 1.5k.. and left around 90dollar in his bank..-.-'' hmm. that was like 3 weeks ago.. well.. 2 days ago.. i was fucking tired after 85 job.. went home.. watch tv while waiting for my brother to finish "1" round of dota but he ended up playing 4 round(3hours then) at this timing.. 3am plus.. i wake up due to donno what and over heard his conversation this girl(confirm plus chop is girl.. enclose room, he got this sick thinking of closing door when playing dota-.-') so i consider evadropping? i don't give a
Fucking care if i do.. he said all those
Fucking mushy word that i would never thought of my decent brother will ever said that.. he changed
180 degrees.. and i also heard that gonna meet her on monday after this work.. well, yesterday, morning b4 i went work..(didn't sleep for the night) i call my mum that if bro say he never go work or whateva just give me a call.. yup its happening.. and he asked 100 from my mum..
WtF? he don't understand will he? our family still under debt! due to the moving of house..-.-' so i told my mum the 100 take from me.. and during night time when i home playing Dota and relax.. he reached home from work and 1st question he ask is: "Mother got pass u some money to give me anot?" then i denied saying : " no? when i reached home and shes preparing to go work liao lo... try call her and ask la.." his reaction totally changed! like very piss with mum and giving the black face-.-'
God.. where is my old decent guai guai kor went to? fuck this hell man-.-' The moment i took money and pass to him..
HE TOTALLY CHANGED AGAIN! quickly rush to take a shower and wax his hair(usually he
DON'T) and prepare to go out.. wear things i brought with my money.. nvm.. then i ask him where u going? he said i go out do something..
DO WHAT FUCK? Find that girl(name Apple) -.-'' i couldn't sleep... i wait for him to come home.. and morning then he reached home and off to work again..
I'm over stressed with him.. when morningg 7plus.. i wear this yellow shirt.. preparing everything and ready to go for my own work(if i go = 48hours never sleep) but i fall onto the ground somehow in my room..-.-' and i abit giddy and fall asleep on the floor.. mum reached home and put me on bed.. wake up at 9am-.-' got sleep like never.. go i took a pill(illgel pill for under 21) and bed again.. 3plus wake up.. saw the miss call from boss.. sure get scolding tml.. nvm.. no mood also..
I donno what religion i am.. i am Christian but wearing this budda thing? so i give myself this religion ba.. i believe in being a good person, do whateva that can give a smile to others.. and the most important.. being
MYSELF, dislike me being noisy sometimes? You the hell shut up=) If u happened to read this, Ask urself who the one started the ball, and ended up cannot tahan people talk back and use other way of doing, what a
Loser, you think you big size i scared? just the same old word i always use,
Try it, i don't scared of anything but just losing people i really care.. Well stop here le..
Do bless my brother..=) Give him protection please.. I willing to do Anything just that u can keep him safe from this Girl.. I have no right to scold her ba.. i also haven get the correct picture of whole thing so i can't really say much.. Sorry Apple that i bad mouth you the moment i evadrop what you all talking..
i hope, i wish, i pray.. that i can have this capability to take you away from where you are now.. but i can't.. after my NS, please do wait for me.. I'm serious about what i said.. I Love You =)
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